
要做一个大大大 大艺术家,必须先疯子。
但我一不想吸毒,二没钱买酒,三无恋可失,四莫敢自残……
哪能办?还是那句老话,谁来抽我一顿!
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记忆就是一张照片,时间就是抄起一把泥沙,窸窸窣窣地往照片上洒。
完后,你可以嫌脏,任凭泥沙将照片腐蚀;
也可以犯贱,把照片擦干净再用泥沙洒一遍……
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死亡不就意味着结束吗?
不,我相信有重生,就像火鸟一样,那是在一片黯淡的灰烬中迸发出的,世间最耀眼的光芒……
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居然做AI做到内存不足,2G啊!矢量啊!有没有搞错!
它桔子的,吃桃子去!
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全部都删了,包括那张未送出的照片。
人言:解铃还需系铃人。但既然系铃人毫无所示,一些问题就不再询问了,因为我清楚我得不到答案。现在唯有做出我认为可以结束自己一切痛苦的举措。
然后,任时间来将仅存在脑中的那些记忆洗涤殆尽……
……
七月末还会有一场暴雨,就像七月初的那次一样。
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Komm, süsser Tod
I kown,I kown I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I coud live for no one else
But now through all the hurt and pain
It's time for me to respect the ones you love mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do is end it all and leave forever
What's done is done
It feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
My world is ending
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that it's killing me inside
It all returns to nothing
It all comes tumbling down,tumbling down,tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down,letting me down,letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything,everthing
Everthing that matters to me
Matters in this world
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that it's killing me inside
It all returns to nothing
It just keep tumbling down,tumbling down,tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down,letting me down,letting me down
It all returns to nothing
It just keep tumbling down,tumbling down,tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down,letting me down,letting me down……
一棵树,一片森林;一个人,一天世界……
前世造孽,为一片林,为一世界;今生赎罪,寻一棵树,待一个人……
两日前求雨,昨天,老天施舍了我,感谢……
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琴断了一根梁后,等于残了,没法修,要修就等于要换面板,要是换了,那还是我的琴吗?
八个月后再此换弦,为的就是好好再开始练习,有太多的东西要练,只是一直没有时间。
继续练canon,已经有听众下点播令了,莫急,这首嗷嗷的曲子忒难,要想好听,我必须下苦功……,对了还有自编的《揺れる想い》!
明天实习的最后一天,别再逼我加班!
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